What the hell, why did any of this matter anyways? Why should he worry about that kid anyways? She's the reason why he's...why he's...
He stopped himself temporarily from these intrusive thoughts.
No. It was Valor's fault, Freya wouldn't have known that Valor was in the bank, ready to strike at Kasib. She wouldn't have known that he were to be beat up and scarred. Or did she? Was Freya in cahoots with Valor?
Perhaps this whole world was against him. He settled himself in this thought; after all he was born on the street and denied one of his only dreams for all these years. Maybe he was just born to die.
"If I can't even go to school after all these years...what's the point in living?" Kasib mused.
Yes, that would be it. He should just die right here and right now. Nothing else is going for him...
He immersed himself in the thought that nothing will ever go for him. It left him in a brief delighted state, but then the realization that he's only good enough for dying wrecked him.
Kasib began to weep.
He stopped himself temporarily from these intrusive thoughts.
No. It was Valor's fault, Freya wouldn't have known that Valor was in the bank, ready to strike at Kasib. She wouldn't have known that he were to be beat up and scarred. Or did she? Was Freya in cahoots with Valor?
Perhaps this whole world was against him. He settled himself in this thought; after all he was born on the street and denied one of his only dreams for all these years. Maybe he was just born to die.
"If I can't even go to school after all these years...what's the point in living?" Kasib mused.
Yes, that would be it. He should just die right here and right now. Nothing else is going for him...
He immersed himself in the thought that nothing will ever go for him. It left him in a brief delighted state, but then the realization that he's only good enough for dying wrecked him.
Kasib began to weep.